Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Do you believe in one special someone?
well i've never been in love and don't plan to be whatsoever. i've always thought there was this perfect person for me somewhere out there. now when i say "perfect" person, im just talking in respect to him being PERFECT in my eyes and PERFECT for me in my life :) but anywho. i guess i gave up on love bc i knew nobody would ever fall in love with me. but for a while, i kept holding on to that thought that someone will find me, eventually. but i guess you can say the whole "40 yrs old virgin" type of thing started setting in on me and as yrs past by, i was STILL single. so i was like EFF it! im not gonna wait my whole entire life for someone, (but now i know there never WAS that "someone" in the first place). i don't think its very fair to me to have to wait until im 70 to finally find love. no freakin' way! and it used to sadden me bc all my friends and family members have married and had kids by the time they were in their early 20s :( it was really discouraging at first. but i don't think of it that way anymore. im very happy and blessed in my life. i couldn't ask for anything more. i don't leave love nor do i desire it. but im also happy for the people who've already found it or are planning on to.
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