Am i still heartbroken ?

Me and my gf broke new years, she was horrible. I was glad to be honest, but im more heartbroken at the way the relationship ended. She came to visit me in Ireland, she was from france and came to visit me regularly after she was finished her erasmus here .. I said goodbye to her at arrivals, we kissed etc ... that was the end of melanie ... 2 days later she dumped me .. just wasnt working, i refrained from texting her until march ... and i rang her, she was asking me why the hell i was calling her etc, so she said lets talk on msn .... we had another row again on msn, she told me to get out of her life, i didnt care !!! it just heartbreaks me that shes in another country .. we could have been friends, but then again ... everyone told me i was so lucky to be rid of her and how well i was doing in uni since shes gone etc ... i just think about her a lot ... get sad but move on .. i love someone else now ... its a guy ... and this break up made me come out of the closet, i dont love this girl, it just breaks my heart that ill never ever see the girl again ... wot advice can any1 offer?